Sunday, February 13, 2011

 Brother:
really have much to say Yeah!
Thirty day I thought for a long time, which should not send a message to you, yes, ;, that nothing can touch your heart, as that term is not purely made New Year, but fear you do not return, I know how painful neglected heart, even though every time I have very strong down to the strong Oh, their various reasons. also think that if what made the fat content, saying that will make your heart (?) think I, Zhao's essay gave me inspiration for it, is also close to the best time for 12 I always thought that people really care about the most important moment in only blessing, so I issued the brother will not return, I also thought when you sent back, I'm used to telling their own stories, their past, my heart beats like a small rabbit, this message will only give you my brother, my heart only brother you, I think you are honest I have been, the most vulnerable character of the wayward to confess I do not care to say I love you, you do not care continue to be ignored, what can you say, Ten minutes later, I still could not help but looked at the bag, cell phone, a message that this time I was thinking maybe not for you, see how I have low self-esteem Yeah, when you see the name of my brother I'm so happy you back to the good care brother, brother I have memorized every word, and my brother did not send a message to me a long time, maybe the New Year I am disappointed that my brother can not stand it, Xi Zi, such as gold, I feel real, perhaps brother made The information did not mean anything, just kind of humor back, well, I think so much doing? No, maybe my brother would like to say a lot of words or After much deliberation the. In fact, what his brother did not like it. I do not, I do not want to hurt myself again.
brother, these days I miss you every day, from when we worked together to think of every 2010 a little bit, like the first time you hold my hand, like the first time you kiss me, want you to see me in Shenyang ------ I think that feeling is not real, is not really happened The. also think something else, bad, sad a lot and, in fact, I should have seen, and I did not the less important to you. Now, I've been so true in your heart I know ---- location ---- I have no illusions, and even if fantasy can not repeat, because I've missed one, really wrong.
have I asked you because you are my choice to love has always been someone like me, I love the passive, and my brother is my favorite, so my brother holding my hand I surrender immediately, so I said let me brother growth, because the romance has never been before, because it had never been abandoned, because never so in love with a person, because never loved ones by their own neglect and hurt, really grow up, grow up. the heart is not pure and , a lot of smearing the dark, this year, I know what happened, they know how painful, they know my entire state, so it really is not enough pure heart, and go over the edge. I do not know that it is worthwhile , because brother, I live in such a way, I hate myself.
but I can not say I hate brother, I love you so, good love. But I also told he could not repeat the past, seen through everything, will not longer temptation will not let myself hurt anymore. So, brother you find someone else, and I only you, to be a sister obediently dutiful sister, maybe I will hurt and jealous, but I do not fall into , you are my brother, I would not go and grab the other woman you will not be jealous, not without grace, become hysterical, have become irrational, because I only sister, only sister. Now see the outcome see through everything, and charge it? not!
so when I saw tiramisu visit, I sad, but he switched to some peace of mind Yes I have. I do not fight, I can not afford to fight, and I do not have that identity struggle.
see you, see you again, I just want a slight smile, then turned to do his own thing to do, not repeat.
to now, I'm really broke!
to the present, our distance is, The
brother, you're not my heart that my brother Yeah, totally not what I thought.
so I trust you, trust me, and your feelings, I thought you also care about it, I thought you and me the same value this relationship, a collection of it, that you would just down I said, I had your heart is false, that you would think that I am not a good woman, that you would just playing a video game, and now your game is over, you do not I really think so, or you do not think I was true. good cruel.
still think brother's side, because this has been my dream, now I know I will not do brother's lover, but still want to brother's side, this is the only thing I tried to do, I thought the pursuit of what, I will not accept the brother, it will not bother brother, forced brother, I just want to realize their dreams, and then to find his way home, I think I can not adjust to life brother, getting used to is not my brother, my brother is just come to accept his brother.

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